Living My Truth

I have spent a lifetime NOT sharing what is on my mind, in my heart or soul….

(Yes, sometimes I spew….but that is not normal or healthy and it is not usually done in love and what is not done in love is wrong.)

This lifetime of silence has led to some serious energy blockages in particular the chakra of my throat.
This lifetime of silence has led me to be a victim more than once and to have even embraced this “victimhood”  after all its what I know.

This lifetime of silence has led me to believe that what I have to say is not worthy to be spoken.

This lifetime of silence has led to be that no one would actually think that what I have to say is interesting and meaningful.

After having a very insightful conversation last night with my Champion I have come to the understanding that in spite of my claims that I am an authentic human and genuine in life, love and soul; by default I am living a life of hypocrisy.

I detest hypocrisy….In my book there is nothing worse the hypocrisy. I believe it is a cancer of the soul. The hypocritical person is not a whole and healthy person. I also detest living by default; it is no way to live and is actually very cowardly.

I have worked to release the energy to free my voice and I will continue.

I will no longer be a victim but a survivor.

I will choose my words and thoughts carefully so that when they are spoken they will be filled with value.

I will believe that my spoken and written thoughts will be interesting and meaningful to whoever needs to hear them.

I will STOP being the hypocrite of my own life! I will STOP living by default!

You may not like my truth. My truth may hurt your feelings. My truth may go against your religion, morals or politics. My truth will never be intended to hurt you but you may feel a prick of pain. My truth may build you up. My truth may shed a new or different light. My truth may not be what want you to hear but that is OK…..

The bottom line is; My Truth is MY TRUTH. I will no longer hide from it or from myself. I will not be ashamed to share my truth.